Saturday, June 28, 2008

long due closure

Okay, things are really looking better now.

I can't remember a single thing I did this week other than that event. I guess it ate me up for a while. Funny though, because I had a huge expectation of it being all heavy-drama and tearful and argument-y and loud (heck I was even expecting a walk-out) but it ended up calm, airy, and even slightly awkward (I don't know if that means we're grown-up now). Thinking about it, I've resolved that what really happened was more like a court trial than a confrontation. I'm not sure if that's a bad thing because we've been waiting for explanations far too long, but I guess it's not the best thing either. After all, you can only take in as much reasoning, and I doubt that what we were standing for was well- heard and understood in the end.

Nevertheless, it was enough for me. The mere fact that it happened was enough, actually. 7 months was too long. I didn't need to see apologies or regrets from anyone (who don't even believe it was their fault to begin with). I just wanted to know that this is worth forgetting and burying grudges for. That everyone still wants to fix this.

And then maybe we can just go ahead with our lives thinking that there was never any ugly feelings at all. 0 comment(s)